IT's Sunday night, just after 11pm. The urge to write strikes again...as if something has taken over me and words begin to flood the screen.
WOW!! Pretty much sums...huh, when was my last entry again?, wooh April haha sums up the last 6 months. I have just been on a wild adventure, throwing myself into the flow of the universe. Procrastination, self-judgment are here now, I hear them, "How can you even begin to describe what you've been through...you might as well not even bother." and "Nobody cares if you write it or not."
You know what I have to say to them tonight...excuse me a moment
Me:"Listen fellahs, I'm doing it for me, it's important to me...I actually care if i do or not, because I dream of doing. Look at me do-doodlie-do!"
And here I am writing to you....whoever you might be. Faith and Trust again or close by. They whisper words of encouragement. "Baby steps, take it easy and take it slow. There is no pressure my sister friend."
When I think of them a warm sensation flows through my body, and you know I embrace it! It's like a hug, how could you not :) So baby steps...I guess that means it's time to do a little timewarp back to When I landed in Hawaii. Do-do-lu, do-do-lu, do-do-lu (those are time warping noises for future reference, and yes you will see them again)
We've landed on the moon! oh wait We landed on the big Island :) We being me and my BFF Emily, everybody give it up for Emily...Ya! IT is beautiful and sunny and smells of the tropics. Fresh, fragrant and heavenly. It was such a relief after the hilarious adventure we had on our way to Seattle and in Seattle. I call that moment in my life, The time when i entered David Bowie's labyrinth. I swear it was hilarious everything that could go wrong went wrong, every turn a detour sign. I honestly thought David himself was going to jump out from behind a bush in his slimming spandex singing " dance magic dance".
We laughed our way through it though. Always look on the bright side of life...am I right? Em and I did exactly that. We laughed when she got searched at the border and projected love and light. When we were walking around in the rain for over an hour we laughed harder. We joked that we asked the universe for an adventure and boy did she supply haha All that behind us now. Let it go let it be, because my friends we are in Hawaii!!!
We got there in the afternoon and had a couple hours to explore before our friend Karen would be arriving. So first thing we do is hitch a ride to the nearest beach so we can touch that great big beautiful ocean. We get a ride from an older gentleman, an island local and he gifts us a ride to the old airport about 10 min away where there is a beach, perfect! We had some good times, Embraced and gave thanks for this dream becoming a reality. Like literally a year before this was just an idea and here I am now in Hawaii. I actually made it, I dreamed it I believed it and *poof* created it! I realize now how successful I had felt. Powerful and uplifted as if I was on a cloud. That is the peace that Hawaii had in store for me.
Now getting back to the airport, great story. So Emily had her huge suitcase, which p.s. earlier we laughed our butts off about. I remember her saying, " Friends tell friends when they pack to much!" haha I figured it was good for her to figure it out on her own. Anywho we are trying to get back to the highway and Emily is dragging this huge suitcase hahah still laughing. We stumble upon this couple sitting out enjoying the sunset. They were super amazing and offered us a ride back to the airport. Obviously we accepted. No regrets here, we hop in the back of the pickup ( totally legal to ride in the back of a pickup in Hawaii) which is a) totally wicked and 2) they had lawn chairs for us to sit on, totally arm pump worthy and D) They offered us a beer from their cooler. Thank you universe, a phrase I find myself saying everyday since that day. Always there to provide for us all! Just have to remember to be open to her when she shows up :)
The next morning we woke up to the most amazing breakfast and view. Freshly squeezed orange juice, just thinking of it now makes me drool a little. The ocean and the morning sun rising over it . Palm trees frsh fruit and flowers iin every which direction. And oh by George I forgot to mention the awesomeness of the stars the night before, more on them later.
After a visit with our lovely host and friend we made our way to our home for the next week Ho'okena beach park.
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